MOTHERS are the BEST

So its week number two and I really miss my mom. My sister and I talked to her and she isn't having the best time. She said she might even come home the end of this month. I really don't want her to because I want her to spend time with my dad, but maybe their having issues right now because why would she want to come home. Oh well, its their business. Yes they are my parents and I love them both but that's grown folks and they know what their doing, right.

I've always been closer to my dad then my mom, probably because she never showed too much affection. But we are getting connecting the way I've always wanted, she's probably my other best friend next to my sister. We've never been as close as we are now. Maybe its because now I'm a mother too and we are sharing that bond, whatever it is its breaking my heart that she seems really down and I can't be with her to comfort her. I've always looked up and have lots of respect for her. She came from a very very very poor family, only a 6Th grade education, and one of 16 kids my grandpa created but I'm proud to say she's that only one worked her ass off and made something of herself instead of just being that typical small, poor, girl from the province. You have to know my mom to really understand her, I can't come up with just one word to describe her.

Well whatever is going on with her I hope it works itself out. My mom is a woman of faith and she has always made good choices. I wish I can tell her that she's the best mom in the world and I miss and love her very much, but she'll probably just say in that wonderful Filipino accent of hers, "huh Dada your crazy, your talking like I'm going to die".