Sleepless Night

I tried and tried but couldn't sleep last night. It didn't help that Kingston had a hard time sleeping too, which was weird because he usually sleeps through the night 4-5 hours, but he was waking up every 2 hours. I'm praying he doesn't do it tonight, we have a long day tomorrow, lots of errands to be done. Its a bad time to start this habit because my mom is leaving for the Philippines Monday.

Usually if she knows I haven't had sleep she'll have Kingston sleep with her. I will not have that privilege until she comes back in June. I can't say enough on how happy and grateful I am that my mom has helped me for the last 3 months. My fear is setting in, I have to do it without her help. I've been spoiled with my mother-in-law, Debbie, cooking meals while I was pregnant and my mom moving in to prepare for Kingston's' arrival and allowing me to relax and then caring for Kingston while I was in class or doing homework.
I better stop talking about its just upsetting me. She'll be back in JUNE no biggie...right =/